To BFNM

BFNM is halfway across the world on a job interview. I sent him off with a mantra - Positive thoughts, positive energy, positive outcome. He called me today to tell me he was falling asleep at his desk. This is for him:

The moment I wake up
Before I put on my makeup
I say a little prayer for you
While combing my hair, now,
And wondering what dress to wear, now,
I say a little prayer for you

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart
and I will love you
Forever, forever, we never will part
Oh, how I'll love you
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only be heartbreak for me.

I run for the bus, dear,
While riding I think of us, dear,
I say a little prayer for you.
At work I just take time
And all through my coffee break-time,
I say a little prayer for you.

Forever, forever, you'll stay in my heart
and I will love you
Forever, forever we never will part
Oh, how I'll love you
Together, together, that's how it must be
To live without you
Would only be heartbreak for me.



Now you out there rooting for BFNM and me to get together - ain't happening. Read my lips - ain't happening. However, we are best friends and I love him dearly in that capacity. I so want the best for him but it will be so hard when his job takes him to another part of the world. Naples, Florida is one thing - I can get there relatively quickly by car or plane. England, the Middle East or Asia is quite another thing. However, we will always be together in one way or another. No doubt.

So to BFNM - I told you in the very beginning of our friendship that I support any endeavor you want to pursue no matter where in the world it would take you. I've got your back. Unconditionally.